Photo- Paula Bowden
I want a feeling but I don’t want it. I want to miss you, but missing you makes me feel vulnerable. I want to spend money, but having money makes me feel bourgeois.
What do I do white two conflicting feelings?
Which feeling is mine? Am I in the present? Is one feeling my mothers’ fathers’, etc? How do I know,
There are many descriptions for the thing that mak s us stop in our tracks.